Make You Feel My Love

This song's one of my favorites, it's my theme song with Alvin.:-) Whenever we had arguments, we usually listen to this song.:-)

Bi, I know di mo naman to mababasa but I'm always gonna be here. To make you feel my love. Be happy, my batch leader.

No matter what I say or do, there's just no getting over you.

"No matter what I say or do, there's just no getting over you." -- A line from the lyrics of I Miss You Like Crazy, a song revived by Erik Santos. Honestly, this one line kept playing on my mind for nights now since I last watched I Miss You Like Crazy, a movie starring John Lloyd and Bea Alonzo.

It's been, what, almost five months since Alvin and I broke up that's why I never really got the chance to update this blog. Well, now that sembreak's here, I can actually try to post my very first blog. Hah! Last June 7, 2011 Alvin Tong, my boyfriend for 8months, broke up with me. On November 7, 2011, comes our fifth month apart, yet my depression sinks in deeper and deeper. I can't even tell my friends and mom because I don't know if they would understand. I know it's just like "she's being immature and childish by hoping that this guy would come back" but honestly, I am expecting him to come back. Even if it looks so childish and silly, I believed in my love for Alvin as much as I believed in his, for me. People may think that I must be independent, that I should move on, let it go and be happy with someone else. But it's never gonna be as much as when I was with Alvin. I tried it already, and it only made me realize that I was stupid enough to try to be happy with someone else, when I know it's never gonna be like that. In turn, I've hurt that someone and I've also hurt Alvin. His really really mad at me and he tells me that it's over. Sometimes, I wish I can tell him that no matter how much I try to move on without him, it always hurts me more than actually being happy on my own. I wanted to say sorry to him, if it takes a million times to say it, I will, just so I can have his forgiveness.

Alvin Angelo Navarro Tong, I'm sorry. I love you. Always have. Always will.